As I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking of all my mistakes, unaware of the badness I've caused to make you hurt
Fell for you hard, now under a spell of confusion, lost & sad.
Knowing your hurt, & my absence of not "being there" kills me more and more inside
Dreaming of the good memories, our many adventures, & intimate moments,
At every thought of you, I smile.
Feeling the many sleepless nights to come…
I lie alone in bed as I cry my last tear
